Just One Shade Of Gay

Another Thursday night spent in the dark. I watch everyone kissing... touching. I watch them all, always, but I never bring myself to join. Until today. I see his wavy dirty blond hair that never seems to be in place, and I know it's him. I've been coming to Thesaurus for months. Every Thursday without missing one. At first, I thought it was a club for people that enjoys kink. Oh, they enjoy kinks, alright! So much so that they go at it right there, in the middle of the club. I don't know the guy's name, I just know I always see him here with another guy, and they never join. I know how bad it is that I want to see them join the platform, they are together after all and I'm not into cheating, but if seeing them together is the only way I can see Blondie naked, I'd take, but he never goes on stage. He never joins the platform where so many others display their connection for all of us to enjoy. Tonight, however...
All that has changed.